“Life is so complicated”

i want 2 call u bt u won’t pick up
I want to invite u bt u won’t come
I want u explain it to u bt u won’t listen
I want to ask u bt u wont answer
I want to state it bt u will ignore it
I love u , bt u wont pay attention to it
It’s all in my mind and I did expressed it. I already have the NO and I know dat if I take risk den also it will be NO. Smiling in front of people bt dying inside..